A Letter to My Son

My son, My Sun

I love you more than words could ever describe. I thought the emptiness I felt inside would never be filled and then I met you. Isn’t it crazy to love someone so much who you barely even know.

The universe, God, Buddha, Allah, whoever’s energy is guiding us through life knew exactly what they were doing when they sent you to me. You heal me one day at a time. You teach me patience. You show me what unconditional love is. You fill the void in my heart that was imprinted from generational trauma. But that trauma ends with us. I promise to give you so much love and happiness you won’t ever feel an ounce of the loneliness or abandonment that I felt. The way you smile at me every-time you wake up and see me makes me know I’m doing it right. Just know mommy is always here for you my boy, I promise to never break this bond we have.

My light, my love, my savior

Your love will never waver

I promise to hold you tight forever

And keep you in my heart wherever